For a while there I couldn't update my journal because DA was being glitchy. D:
So yes. I'm still here. lol Thank you to everyone who's popped by to check in or send words of encouragement! I love you all.
This past week has been kinda hard. My husband left on another deployment. Seems like they're always TALKING about sending him some place or another and then they cancel at the last possible moment. So I think my brain has just gotten to the point where until the moment it happens I'm pretty numb to the whole thing. Thus I've spent almost a week alone slowly processing my emotions. Which sucks, but I'll get through it.
I'm really sad that I haven't been producing much of anything lately. I've sorta let my art take a back seat to life, and to some extent my lack of confidence that resulted from the anxiety I've been wrestling with since our car accident last year. It's kind of funny how things can affect you in ways you'd never expect. I really didn't stop to think about it until recently when I realized that I never finish anything I start drawing anymore. Lately the only artsy things I do are local freelance craft projects (like vinyl wall decals) and designing and printing party invitations. So I'm going to take this alone time and hopefully focus on finding myself again.
I had hoped to be looking for beta readers for AE by this month but with everything that's been going on I've gotten behind again.
So, if you don't see me posting for awhile, I'm probably in front of a keyboard somewhere pulling my hair out while trying to fix the mess that is the tail end of AE.
(When I finally do finish this script, I think I'll print it all out and then spread it over my bed and roll around in it as if it were dollar bills. =_= )